Here I Am
(lyrics/music: Daniel Bula)

the fragillity came to me in my early days and it would never go away.
when i want to bring myself down, i try to think of you.
i live in the past, i live suffering for the cake that wasn’t done.
“you’re the important one” they said to me.
i wish i could start believing those words

here i am trying to stop this revolution inside myself
here i am tasting the blood that comes out of my chest again

you’re everything i hate but i still like you a lot
‘cos my tendency was always to love what i hated the most
i want to leave this whole thing behind and go back to who i really was
“will i see the light?” i asked
i hope i will soon, to start a new life.

here i am trying to recover myself, one more time
here i am trying to visualize someone else with me
here i am trying to stop theorising about my past with you
here i am  trying to find the way to get success

this loneliness
is getting deeper
i hope to get out of here
as fast as i can

here i am ignoring all the stupid shit i put myself through
here i am drowning the awful people i was surrounded by
here i am yelling at the pain “get the fuck away from me right now”
here i am  trying to find the way to get success

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